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| How come guys
"Exchange facts" but its
assumed girls are "gossiping"
"Are in a bad mood" but
its assumed girls are "pmsing"
"Are always hungry " but its
assumed girls "need to get
in shape and lose weight"
"Just don’t want a girlfriend"
but its assumed girls "are too
ugly to get a guy"
Guys get away with
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| "Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."
I guess, if anything, it's about taking chances, even when you think you're all out of chances. It's about giving forgiveness and unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It's about trusting that god puts people in your life at certain moments so that you can capitalized the opportunity. It's all about the possibility. It's all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, but it moves so fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride. And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with... hold on tight.
Sometimes you just have to stop caring. You have to turn off all emotion & feeling, to protect yourself from getting hurt. You have to stop caring what other people think of you & be yourself. Sometimes you have to hide it all, not let anyone know how you feel or what you think. You gotta put a smile on & pretend everything is fine, even when it's not. Sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from a broken heart.
You can be with a person & be happy with them & not love them. And you can love somebody and not want to be with them. You don't need to love someone to want them. Now that's fustrating, when what your brain tells you, you want & what you actually want don't match up. It's exhausting & well, it's complicated. But that's life.. and life sucks.
The true test of love: No matter how long you two go without talking,
he`ll always find a way back into your heart.
No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can`t.
It`s the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same.
It`s those times when a song comes on the radio & immediately
you cry, missing him, wanting him, needing him.
You know, ever since I first met him, I always thought, 'Man, I hope I don't mess this up.' Cause that's what I do. I mess things up. But you know what I never thought? I never thought 'I hope this doesn't mess me up'.
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When a boy smiles, he brightens up the room. When a girl smiles, she brightens up a storm.- ME
i hope you heard every hurtful thing we said. & as much as you tell yourself "i dont care", multiply it 100000 times per day for 3 years, and there you have me.
im not brilliant. or sunny. or as ditzy as you. and i promise ill try my hardest never to be anything like you. because knowing that im anything like you disgusts me. cause no matter how similar we are, ill never throw anyone i care about like trash. to everyone else, youre this great, fun, smart, pretty girl. to me? youre that nerd that wore bad glasses and ate a bug.
because to me, youre not just dead. you WILL be nonexistant.
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| youre enough to bring me home
and if i was lucky enough, i can be someone's reason too.
"id notice.. id notice if you went missing."- Alex [Greys Anatomy]
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| So, people really think they know me. Truth is, How can that be when I'm not even sure who i am?
I act out when I want to be noticed.
I talk loudly because I like being heard.
Yes, I like attention.
But I guess you really wouldnt understand why that is
In ways, youre lucky if I've ever told you about whats really going on. & youre even luckier if ive ever cried to you. the luckiest people in the world are the ones i call.. which up to this point.. hasnt ever really been anyone.
My biggest problem is that I trust people easily. I trust with caution but it's there. The worst part for you is that once you lose it, you cant have it back. Yes, I always end up giving more than 2nd chances to people, but know that its never the same.
Lately Ive really needed someone I could trust. Fear.. its a mean bitch. But then theres the whole.. "not wanting to worry people" part that makes it really hard for me to ask for help. Sad how the only time I'll be able to call for help is on an online blog..
Dear God,
Give me strength to get through this by myself..
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so
We all begin with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I have held so dear
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
They turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one misstep, one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
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